So, “Little Commander” was actually Auroras Mother idea for her daughter to be, will she follow through? will destiny provide a path? now that she is alone.
You know, Auroras Mother seems very, mmm, non romantic, and coldish, but, she has seen it all, she doesnt care. From her childhood days, she lived through Grandma Aurora the first, emh, sense of adventure.
The first idea of this drawing was a very, bodily one, but all along this story, as very sexual as they were, the focus wasnt that, so I changed it to something simple yet expressive, there will be a time for sexual stuff, just not today.
So? who wants to be a reeeeeal hippie? In my mind I did traveled a lot to reach there, I enjoy it very much, yet, so difficult, not only the bittersweet emotions, also the reproduction of elements and the theatrical performance, all in my mind, for days I kept staring at gardens, waiting for her to wake up there.
In hunger, thirst, itch and lust
You think Im joking?
How do you imagine me, without all of, these?
Can you imagine, your true self away from the mold of experience, technology and circumstance? away from blessings and away from the countless sins of humanity across time. Primitive yet pure… eh, pure? I mean, what about the sin of nature? for example, is it even measurable, the psychological consequences of endless starvation? you live to be hungry, how does that shape your mind, from instinct to reason?
Human centric god, nature centric god, alien centric god… I dont know. Hey, even those fucking robots pretending to be a dog, I vomit in blasphemy every time I see those. Meaning of life? I dont know.
The next story will be called “Blood Circles”, which is about Aurora, her father and cousin. The first chapter is almost all written, but I still need some and a couple of drawings, youre gonna love it, its about necromancy… :O you know, Auish style… did you expect any other reaction from Aurora after the death of her Mother? yes, it is very selfish, yet the passion for it makes a great story.
Worry not, I am completely innocent, a fairy made an evil duplicate of me while I was busy yesterday, and wrote it all, for me :D
The original plan for this remake was, you know, with all the sensuality of her expression… yet, it would make no sense for this story, the perspective is from the eyes of a daughter.
Wanna hear something funny? I still dont understand this drawing… its from the Nun Aurora story, well, I do understand, its about breaking away. I suppress my own urges, so I didnt pay much attention after was done. Lately I just stare at certain spaces and drift away, I want a vacation from everything… meaning a good sleep.
New layout of the site, also made the pages for the other stories. Aurora is all rewritten, Reo will be in some parts, the rest will mostly remain, up to Storytelling Days, which I already rewrote but I want to think about it again. Happiness of Dinosaur and Little Commander are the new written in my mind, and Colors of my Death, is just a placeholder for whatever new comes (much) later, Im not suicidal, worry not, in fact, if there are even more stories, the newer one will be called Colors of my Afterlife, or something.
Ahg, I need a bath, or, should I embrace my… no, no, I need a bath.
Help me feed the birds!!