“Oh, you said it was going to be normal…”
You should know by now, that even if I try, I cant. Another difficulty presents when ideas burst by the push of a hormonal rush, which are rare in me, so to reproduce it across the days and to continue developing the story, yeah, not gonna happen, theres not much to do when the chemical fuel isnt there.
In the first chapter you have the premise of the story and why of its existence, current Au has a bunch of daddy issues, Au style, as she realizes that she could solve most of her problems by just being like her father, yet rejects again and again, it implies that she likes being more like her mother, which would actually solve those problems way faster, what goes into the shadows is that she has to be, herself, not a copy of them.
You have emotions coming and going form Aurora about her father, its so bittersweet, he would say, oh, so great if you were like this…
sorry, sorry, like this:
and she would say, it would be, so amazing, if you were like this…
Kind of the same happened with her mother, but theres a big difference, they were a couple in a long informal secret relationship, this is father and daughter, the link is there, youre not going anywhere, or as mother Aurora would laughingly say “thats your problem, not mine”.
“What costume shall the poor girl wear?” Shell to Illusions.
In chapter two starts the lovely relationship between two business students, he is a Reoish full personality, with father dominant genes. She, is a combination of many, I guess, cuteness around. While he is already half way to succeed in his career and such, she, in her mind, is struggling to make it happen in the future, she doesnt have the connections and experience. (Uh, not on purpose, she is making one, him).
Oh, but I let him a “curse”, to be, interesting, I need something to relate, otherwise I wouldnt care, Im not a business person, I feed pigeons thinking about ducks instead.
And thats Apathy, of course was what the whatever doctor told them he had, you know how much they battle, or better said dont apply themselves as much as (they) cannot exploit, to come up with even terms for something that goes on and has since ever.
I dont need to tell you about the sour side of business, but theres also the sweet side, to make stuff actually happen.
And not to make things longer, at the fourth chapter she decided to stay, though its just the beginning.
I dont know if this story will be long, I was thinking of the ending, then the abusive Reo story, and to finish with School Girl Au, then Core to Illusions, instead of our lovely character here, you have the Core dealing with a young Reo, in the main story, a would be the Core awakes at a younger Reo age.
Nightmare of Cold Night is an “I dont love you anymore” story, and Snowdrop is a broken twisted Reo. Aaand theres many others too, so much work to do, gladly, it would be so boring otherwise, and senseless, and dull, lifeless, apathy.
What are you gonna say in three thousand years? did you have any fun? was it worth living? are you beliefs completely obsolete? do you have any strength or skills to be on your own? cause theyre all gonna be dead, all your servants and slaves, yourself, all the people that used you, and you back as well, aaaaall dead, can you look to the past with a smile? whats left of everything you did? you see, these stories, for me are like genes, thats why theyre so worth to make.
-Im not even talking about taking advantage, you have to, you must think as a storyteller person.
-In your mind, it organizes things very quickly, how do you want to live your life and take decisions.
A feminist comes from the Actress, a business person comes from her Father, a storyteller comes from Aurora, yaaaaa, what to be???!
Ahgg, what I dont like about these story notes, is that my brain sticks with certain words, if I try to write it all at once, damn, its annoying.